Ready To Read

        As I entered the class in August 12 I thought it was gonna be a normal english class like usual so to be honest I wasnt to excited going into class but little did I know that I was wrong. I also felt that it was going to be really focused on just a bunch of reading. On the first day when I met you and we discussed the options I felt a sense of relief. I felt this because I thought that you were a chill teacher especially after you gave us those options. I also felt reliefed because of the option you gave us. The Open Source and the way you made it sound made it seem like it was more fun than the normal way that other American Literature teachers do. And when you walked out the room I felt like you also trusted us which made me feel like I can trust you as well. 

        My initial experiences to all the things we were doing kinda started off a little rough. It was rough because I was barely getting used to this new way of learning and doing work. One of the hardest things we had to do was probably the poems that we had to memorize in a certain amount of time. It was hard because I cant really remember things that easily. Ive always found it kinda hard to memorize things like that. The part where I felt the most tension was when we were going to do the interview with you. When I found that we were all going to have to do it and sign up for the day we were going to do it I freaked out. I was wondering if I should even show up to the class because I really didnt want to do it. After I did it though I felt so much better and learned that it was good to do it for the first time because has gave me experience when it comes to interviews.

         How I built routines to do and complete my work was just to push my self to not be so lazy and told my self that it was all going to be worth it in the end. By this my mind and body just got used to dong it everyday that it became something that was natural later on. One way I am different as a learner form then and now is that I am a better writer. I feel this way because of the way I go about writing in our blogs and journals. At first I was super slow at it because I couldn't find anything to write and couldn't express it in the words I know. But know with the experience I have I have a much easier time to come up with something to write.